in need of that spring break

lately, ive been having snot filled sneezes. not cool. i dont think im completely over my cold .. anyways, i got a job application at Baskin Robbins today on Robertson and me and Roger plan to work there together. nyahaha. i really need a job though, because i don't want to rely on my mom for money since my dad doesnt have a job right now and my mom is paying for all the bills. i think that's what brought me down on monday, cause my dad was supposed to take me to piano lesson on sunday but he couldnt cause he didnt have money from my momma. like my mom is the bank of the family and its just bullshit to me that my dads not working when hes the head of the family. makes me want to sock the fuck out of him sometimes. and like my brother he jacks money from my mom, but thats on my mom since hideo's jacking money all the time. so yea. fml. but who gives, since hopefully this is just a hardship that i have to get over.

tomorrow, there's a fuckign track meet and im screwed since my thighs are fucked right now, and hopefully by tomorrow, i'll be able to run .. which i doubt. im scared, since its against Hami, but thank god Jinah and Hanna arent there!! otherwise that'd be double whammy.

and i think thats it for the night ... since i gotta shower and sleep

eojekili

FML

ill update later.

eojekili

punctured epidermis

today i donated blood and saved three lives. but the thing im worried about is that, my blood isn't exactly clean .. but they didn't ask if i did drugs in the past 2 weeks ... so, i guess thats fine?? anyways! today was an okay day, i slept at nine last night just so that Red Cross would take my blood cause i was scared that i might have too much WBC (white blood cells), but they didnt event check if i had too much WBCs and they didnt even ask if i was sick. but yea. the process of donating blood was okay. they called me into this secluded place/thing, and asked me questions, took my pressure, and took a blood sample. then i waited for them to call my name to take my blood. then they called me up and tightened the pressure on my arm and punctured the needle into my arm. i had to squeeze this stress ball like three times to get the vein popped up. but the pain was short, there was a sharp sting and a teeny weeny little bit of uncomfortableness since your brain knows that there is something stuck in your arm. but yea, mine was fast, but i could feel my whole body throbbing. the after effects were definately weird though. i felt like some part of me was missing for like three hours and i couldnt go up the stairs without losing breath. but now, i just feel like im high but im not. so yea, afterschool i went to go eat chipotly with nacho (naomi's new nickname cause NAomi CHOe) HAHAH and then we went to her house. while i was there, i made sure i memorized the first page of Hommage - Robert Helps (which i did) and then i helped nathan with his hw and then i made a video with nacho and kayla for nobody - wondergirls. i suck at dancing but nacho and kayla are super good lmao. hopefully she'll upload it and then you stalkers will get to see it. but that pretty much was my day.

also, lunch time is my favorite time of day and nacho knows why hehe.
EOJEKILI

sick

man, i hate being sick, i really do. SO i am going to go to bed in ten min and hopefully my blood wont have too many WBCs and the red cross people will take it. FML. happy birthday mom. today's just not a good day for me

WBC

JAPAN FUCKING WON

sushi gen

so, today i had some sushi gen for my brother, and i forget how good they taste. and it's sure worth it cause the bill tonight was $446!!!! hideo, you better have enjoyed your 22 birthday!! i donno why the pictures are puny like that, but please bare with it. i dont wanna have to re-upload everything. you know whats funny? how most korean people only get involved if their culture's involved in it. like world cup and baseball. you know? and i know im hating on my race right now but that dont mean i dont love it! i love korea! dont get me wrong. but anyways im in a food coma and i have to shower and i have to sleep and do some of my hw. peace

bdays

there are a LOT of birthdays in march
march 13 - great uncle
march 14 (?) - sophie emo
march 9 - suniii
march 21 - uncle
march 23 - hideo
march 25 - my mom
march 22 - moe
TOO MANY GOD DAMNIT.
anyways, my weekend overall was good, except that i screwed up major on one of my songs at the recital on saturday. but anyways, i must sleep since i am sick, so i shall update a better one later!

BYE

twisted

so, yesterday in general was a good day for me because



1. i PR'd: 7:30 from a 9:30 mile time!!! whooooo!!!
2. i had the best night ever because:



i went to park la brea with sandy, julie, jean, dante, meowth, and bacha/ben (new friend), and we went to some park behind connie's house and we chilled there for a while. "chilled" meaning drinking and smoking. i can't describe the feelings that i felt last night, but it was sure amazing. And so much shit happened last night, not bad shit, but funny ass shit.
first, we smoked in a pipe, and i took a long hit from that (i am becoming a pothead, but i WILL NOT let it get the better of me), then ben took out some cisco, which are super good girl drinks. he got strawberry and peach and they were super duper yummilicious! had a couple shots with those, and some love shots with jean and sandy(?) and then i waited for it to soak in.
i think it hit me fast because i did both but man, i felt like really giddy. cisco is only 18% which is perfect for getting twisted. i didnt even get a hangover. but anyways, so im sitting there drunk and high off my ass, and me, jean, and julie have to go pee. so we go to this basement shit and there's a bathroom in there. now, this bathroom is fucking dark and theres no fucking tissue paper and we had to use the seat covers as toilet paper. julie was scared to pee in the dark (cause she was super high) and so i stood inside the stall with her and she was squatting to go pee and i saw her butcrack LMAO and she was saying stuff that made me crack up. (oh yea, while we were walking into the bathroom, she kept slurring her words making it sound SUPER funny, and i couldnt stop laughing and i almost pee'd in my pants) so she finishes peeing and i have to go pee and i pee with the door open cause i dont want them to go away. then i wash my hands and then all of the sudden jean goes, "hey, do you guys want to kiss?" and i say "yea" i dont remember what julie says, i think she says yea too. and then we kiss but it wasnt making out kissing, it was like cute pecks, but then we all laughhhh and then we try again but the same time we laugh. then we leave the bathroom and as we are going up the incline julie says something about philip byun and she slurs it together saying philipyun haha and the way she said it sounded so funny to me!!! and then jean says lets have an "uhboobah race" so julie gets on her back and she tries to run with julie on her back to the table but im already there cause i ran there (i donno why). when we get back to the table, i dont remember what happens, but i think jean wanted to go to the dance, but we still chill there for a while. i only remember bits and pieces. like there was this lamp near the table, and i tell jean to come so that i can take a picture of us. (pics above) we take the pics and then somethign else happens. i think dante tells us to sit down so we sit down. LOL and then i tell jean and sandy that im horny (LMAO) and i tell sandy to pass it on to julie and julie goes WHAT?! lol i teach the fellas the ears all the way down is bullseye on a girl. lmao, i think dante was covering his ears and meowth wasnt looking and i couldnt see where bacha was looking. then something happens and i see meowth holding a blunt and i remember sandy telling me to take a picture of julie and her doing a love shot, and i do it twice, and then i set the camera down on the table


(HOLD UP, I HAVE A RECITAL AND I HAVE TO GET READY IN THIRTY MIN I SHALL UPDATE LATER)

okay, so, a lot more shit happens like when bacha is taking us to school for the dance, julie starts to say how bacha introduced his car as "it's a '91 DDONGcha" LOL and she emphasizes it in different ways like ddongCHA or DDONGCHA. it was just super funny. and then we get to school, and we're paying for the ticket and then mr. inada searches jeans and julie's backpack and then the febreeze in jeans backpack gets on mr. inada's jeans and he gets playful mad at jean for it. then lobster sees us and he says "what did you guys do before this" and i say "you dont have to know (but in korean)" and then we go to the bathroom for jean to change and she starts saying how she wants to dance with black people. and then after she changes we go to drop off our stuff and head on to the dance floor. and we're dancing and we dance but then julie gets a headache and so she goes to sit down on the bleachers. by this time, the night gets boring except jean make a couple black friends like teshawn from culver and lance from independent studies lmao. o lord. anyways i must update today's and yesterday's blog.

eoj

i am in a state of confusion! and i am so confused right now. i am in a fix. a major jumbo fix and i keep overanalyzing!



BYE

im sick

i am getting sick and i can tell because my throat is sore. :(
so i have to make this short.

later.

(i said i was going to make it short)

gnite.

luv (sic)

so i wanna go back to japan because i am watching this program that goes to japan and shit, and i wanna go back so bad. bad enough that i want to live there you know? i think imma go to ICU and go to graduate school in America. wow i realy really wanna go to jaaaaaaaaapan. my heritage landddd.

anyways, im sitting here and i finished my homework early and now im getting ready to go to sleep. but yesterday, i went to a sweet 16, it was okay, couldn't really do much since i didnt know anyone and felt like i was overdressed, but yea. hopefully my cousin will post up the pics and i will be able to show everyone. but yea, i had the SATs yesterday, and i'm not saying anything until the scores come out of which i am very scared for !!! but yea, now i only have 3 more weeks left till CM but i gotta go, i hope you enjoy the pics, but i shall see you guys later.

p.v.

i want a shiba inu

no way we are in a recession with traffic on a saturday afternoon


find mah dog

GR exhibit

GNITE

champloo

NUJABES LUV (SIC) PART 3 (FEATURING SHING02) LYRICS

It's funny how the music put times in perspective

Add a soundtrack to your life and perfect it

Whenever you are feeling blue keep walking and we can get far

Wherever you are

Like a movie that you can't predict

Like a book that you can't resist

I sing along a song that's oh so sensual

bring along a sip to make it all so sexual

verbally that is, making love to the music means vibing to the beat at night

with the whole city fast asleep, out cold

true words seem to rise to the lips, take holdof a poet in me, most powerfully

I feel free when the world doesn't owe it to me

It's so hard to find a gig that lives up to the billing,

trying to find a reason to work, god willing

I admit, my thinking is wishful

like a star upon a child gazing up to the ceiling

how far do we have to stretch the truth

to fit the lifestyles borrowed and overdue

we can take it all back to the register

and start all over from the canister

let's break it all down into pieces of bright

moments that pass by like a meteorite

throw on your favorite reel that's good to go

on the analog player watch the people glow

sit back to the breeze and let the memories flow

comedy tragedy all the highs and lows

(chorus)

Like your moves that I can't predict

Like your look that I can't resist

The ting-a-ling feeling was oh so mutual

the lingering appeal was so unusual

herbally what is, medicine to a lone soul can become poison to some

with the whole body fast asleep, out cold

true vision seem to come to the eye, take hold

of a prophet in me most visibly

I see clear when the world doesn't show it to me

It's so hard to make sense in a cycle of billing,

trying to find a reason to quit and make a killing

I admit, our dealing is painful

like a star upon a child staring down from the ceiling

how far do we have to stretch the picture

before pixelating the human texture

we can take it all back to the register

and start all over from the canister

let's save it all up for an ultimate prize

homecoming gathering with a big surprise

throw on your favorite record that's good to go

on the analog table and it's hooked to blow

sit back with ease and hear the emcee flow

hi hat kick drum all the highs and lows

(chorus)

Um, third time's the charm, hopefully

when I chime on your door you'd still let me in

after all these years

the room that you caved in my heart is exactly the same as you left it

I realize that you have moved on

new styles and cliques like them silent flicks

I'm speechless in this golden occasion

the beautiful expression on the silver creation

this time I'd like to keep in touch

I'm a likkle bit wiser, a whole lot tougher

if I suffer through another nightmare tonight,

we'll chalk it up as another chapter to write, all right?

or wrong or somewhere down the middle of the road

I wanna see you again in a scene with the backdrop a perfect ten

and the music can take us back to the spot right then

from black and white to a sepia tone

some dreams come with a tint or in monochrome

from black and white to my skin tone

some dreams have a stint on the microphone

(chorus)

okay we can take it all back to the register

and start all over from the canister

let's break it all down into pieces of bright

moments that pass by like a meteorite

throw on your favorite jacket and you're good to roll

on the analog trail and you look the role

just stroll through the trees and let your miseries go

sunshine hurricane all the highs and lows

we can take it all back to the register

and start all over from the canister

let's break it all down into pieces of bright

moments that pass by like a meteorite

sick ass song. i love nujabes and DJ Krush. they are the most sickest people ever.

a mini reunion :)

SAT is TOMORROW at hamilton high school (and I am going to see Adamna). o god. i'm going to study in five minutes, after I write in this blog.
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MAN THIS WHOLE PART GOT DELETED. fuck.

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EDIT:

so i'm reading this guy's blog, and it feels like he fits right along in the songs of DJ Krush and Nujabes you know? And I've seen this guy around places and its like, wow, this guy's got it down legit. SO I think I am going to take my blog into a new way. He inspired me. Hah. ghey. but yea. i realized that I don't really specify on a lot of stuff, and i guess that kind of represents me in real life in a subtle way cause I mumble a lot and when I get self-conscious about my mumbling, I always get these responses that are always "HUH" "WHAT" and its like geez! i gotta speak up and clearer.

today, i got picked up from school at like 2:45 cause i didn't wanna run the hill workout and i had to study for SATs (which i didn't do) and then i went to venice high to greet some peepoz and as i was cruisin down in my dad's civic cx beat up old car, i see this clean motorcycle at the mechanics it was yellow and i think it was a Suzuki. O man, it just attracted my eye. it was hot. there was another time too, it was on wednesday and i was running to runyon canyon from my school, and in front of Just For Kids on Fairfax, there's is this CLEAN ASS suzuki. Red. it was the GSX-R and it was RED. omfg. so clean. btw, im browsin at some suzuki bikes and look at this shit, makes me feel like we're in the future:

fucking sick. i wish it was in black, or like silver. but man. wow.

another thing i did today was play around with our yearbook class's camera the Canon Rebel XSi i think. it was easy to play around with, but the only thing i didn't like was that you had to use flash to do macro?! or that's what the owner said ... uh. yea. but i'm trying to get a dSLR and i dunno what to get cause there are so many good ones. and i know its a new phase for all these highschool kiddos just cause the pics dSLRs take get good specs and all that shit and it looks professional when you put it up on facebook, but i wanna take some legit photos, cause the other time, i went to fucking palm dale on T-Day to take family pictures, and i shot all these nice ass pictures but with a dinky camera called the Olympus something something. man, i really really really really want a dSLR, and i wanna buy it with my own money. i wanna work for that shit and take care of it.

speaking of getting a camera with my own money, i need to find a job. period. i HATE borrowing money from my parents. i feel like i'm just making my family's financial status worse and i still owe natasha $100 for Bella (lorrain's bday dog) shit. and i have to get shelly a present for her b-day but i think imma pitch in with laura (i still have to ask) and is going to get her something.

BREAKING NEWS

LMFAO. LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF!!!!!!

I LOVE MY DOG TO DEATH.

So I'm sitting here, looking on the web and shit and I'm hearing this weird metallic noise. Me and my dad stop what we're doing, and go to the source of the noise, and the suspect is my dog looking at my dad and i guiltily. She's so cute. She was in the bathtub looking for water. Poor thing, she was so thirsty.

anyways, getting back to the point, its 10:05 pm and i have the SATs tomorrow and i think i might have to sign off.

lol, im watching the video laura left me, its pretty funny. their conversation in the background is mysterious. but yea, tomorrow is shelly's bday partay, my piano lesson, and the SATs. :( i shall hit you up tomorra

DST

i fucking hate this week. Daylight Saving Time screwed me over and I've been a bitch this week that has been lacking sleep!!! Totally not cool. Um, so I gotta make this quick and short. Let's see. Today was pretty productive, I did some vocab cards and ate dinner and dessert with my aunt. We made homemade pineapple pizza (which was really bomb) and some white cupcake with chocolate frosting (which was FIRE). Tomorrow I'mma be with my aunt again to work on some homework and hopefully study for SATs which is this Saturday at Hamilton! Shit. I gotta study for that definately tomorrow. Shiza. I hope I break 1900 or get 1900. Shit. Shit. Shit. I also ran today to the mountain and was super duper sore but other then that it was mediocre

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what other things to mention ? um Sock Hop is this friday (: and I'm inviting Natasha and Gabi to come. But it's either I go to the Foam Party or to the Sock Hop. And also, my CM is coming up which is on April 4 !!!!!!!!! And I HAVE TO HAVE TO pactice a LOT. I still have four more pages to memorize and its a really hard song to play cause the notes are all over the place and I donno the fingering. But other then that it's a really beautiful song and you should give it a listen. Robert Helps - Hommage 2 .ANYWAYS it's 11:15 and I gotta sleep ... I shall type another time. OYASUMINASAI!

mmm

so, i was reading john mayer's blog and it inspired me to write in my own
um so today, i was not productive at all;
i worked on hommage 2 - helps, washed Suni, and ate. I did absolutely no homework and should've read CH 31 for APUSH. I think I am going to read that tomorrow for SSR. I also read The Brethren pretty interesing.
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i think i'm being on the downside of life right now. like i don't want to deal with all this shit in life you know? i want highschool to be over with already. and im getting sick of school. i dont know. i need to be away from it. and i need to go back to my best fwends. what else? i should be positive though. i think the DST is gettin to me.
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oh yeaa. lots of events/birthdays this month
laurel - march 18th
march 17th -hooters?!?! and watch pineapple express ;3
great uncle - march 13th
uncle - march 21
shellys 16 - march 14
HIDEOus - march 23
mom - march 25
suni - march 9 (?)

OMFG SUNI IS THREE!!!! she old! i think it was today!!
anyways i gotta sleep and not make my aunt worry about me being sad just cause i look tired. SO g'night sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite.