freedom

today is a very special day because .... i turned in my UC application today. it felt so great. minar, i did see my whole teenage life fly past me. all my elementary years and my middle school years, oh the good ol' days. and the last four years in high school. oh, and it's so great. i felt so relieved yet so sad at the same time. time flies way too past.

happy birthday gaybi! you're finally seventeen years old! i still need to finish your shoes and now that i have more time from college apps i can probably work on them hehe. but now, i gotta work on my commonapp stuff and all i gotta do for the commonapp essay is modify some of the words from my uc prompts, or i might have to write a whole new essay. sigh, stress. i can't wait until im done with all of my college apps on january 15. january 15 will be a very special day for me. phewie. it got too late for me to elaborate on what i've been thinking for the past couple days .. ill write later.

sledoot

FREAKING KAWAIINOHITO

sighhhh 8)

in high spirits

soberly heh. my aunt's coming back to school and i'm hoping that it'll help me focus in school. i shouldn't depend on her like that but i've been surviving without her for the past 3 months with 4 bs 1 c and 1 a UBER DISAPPOINTED. but yea, other then that times are getting better and better. i'm kind of getting proud of my essay and i'm hoping that it'll get me into UCB and UCLA. heh. S;LKDFJG;ALSJFDA;LSJFD;LKJ GOODNIGHT I AM TOO FUCKING HYPER AND MY ADD IS KICKING IN.

SLEDOOT

saviour

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its strange to think what if i was living in someone else's life. what would i be like, how does that other person live. i DO believe in God, i DO believe in Jesus Christ and i really want to live in the way Jesus lived. but it's just so hard and i know that im just giving myself excuses because i know that i can do it. sigh. I CAN DO IT. BUT ill give myself another excuse and dedicate myself to him later and not now. bad. bad erica.

fuck the alphabet

save yourself the stress, calm down, breathe in and then breathe out
THEN
figure out what you say because i dont think you have ANY idea what you sound like to others. because right now, to me you are sounding like the bitch. watashiwa hontoni tochimasu desu. anatawa watashino dachi desukara. demo anatano akushonga hontoni warui desu. nandaro. ima anatawa hontoni warui hito desu. kizuku suru. antano karewa hontoni yasashii hito desu. you better fucking realize what you sound like.

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music of the day:

After It - No. 9

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loving the night i just had.