I am starting a new blog at eriofca.wordpress.com
Time has come to start a new chapter in my life, towards looking to be Christ-like instead of beating myself up for not being perfect.
Reading these old posts, I realized I tried to achieve being perfect instead of working with what I got, contributing to the war between my body and mind.
My body and mind work together to help me find myself. It is time to find me, myself, and I. Deuces.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
I'm not sure
whether I am supposed to be a lady? or myself. I think I'm going to start being myself and do the things I know I should do .. such as ... take a shower. HEHE.
what am I doing?
I need to learn how to feel in the present and stop thinking about what I need to do to make my life better physically.
dying
When I watch the smoke drift away from my cigarette, sometimes I see my soul departing with it.
back
dear world,
I have recently decided to write with blogspot again. It has so much sentimental value when I see myself from the past through the older entries. I can't believe I used to be like that but these days I am sad at who I have become. I don't express myself freely anymore and I have caught myself multiple times bringing myself down. Going to college and having to cooperate with a different society has forced me to grow up into someone I do not want to be. My mind and body are at war right now.
Fortunately, I have found reason to recognize this and I am glad for that. I am working on being the person who I naturally am without stopping myself to express freely. One of the main reasons why I'm writing in blogspot again. I have lost an output for all the life crazy thoughts in my head and when I keep them in there, they turn rotten. I have a lot of faults about myself that I'm trying to fix and it doesn't help when I don't share about them. Humans weren't creatures made to have secrets. Anyways, this is enough for the day and I already feel better.
More to come later,
TOODLES.
I have recently decided to write with blogspot again. It has so much sentimental value when I see myself from the past through the older entries. I can't believe I used to be like that but these days I am sad at who I have become. I don't express myself freely anymore and I have caught myself multiple times bringing myself down. Going to college and having to cooperate with a different society has forced me to grow up into someone I do not want to be. My mind and body are at war right now.
Fortunately, I have found reason to recognize this and I am glad for that. I am working on being the person who I naturally am without stopping myself to express freely. One of the main reasons why I'm writing in blogspot again. I have lost an output for all the life crazy thoughts in my head and when I keep them in there, they turn rotten. I have a lot of faults about myself that I'm trying to fix and it doesn't help when I don't share about them. Humans weren't creatures made to have secrets. Anyways, this is enough for the day and I already feel better.
More to come later,
TOODLES.
killuminati
there is an infection within the governments and they have forgotten what it's like to love.
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