motherland

so i might be able to go to Nippon for free if i get chosen for this Japanese American Student Program thingy that is going to take 8 students to Japan for 11 days. WHAT A PERFECT OPPORTUNITY!!! so yea, i am definitely going to apply for that. i JUST came back from DCON and i am super pooped.

the dance was so freaking fun. and there were some hella cuties there .. of whom i wished i could've danced with when i had the fureaking chance. fml. but it's all good cause times will come when i will find others. ohoho. but other than that

time has passed by so fast .. honestly. i remember typing about senior year and how stressful it was during those times when i was applying to colleges. time is definitely precious and i don't want to waste any second of it. living it to the fullest is going to be my motto for the next nine weeks until school ends. i can't believe there is only 45 more school days left ... THATS TOO FUCKING CRAZY. NEXT MONTH IS MAY AND THEN JUNE AND THEN GRADUATION!!!!!!!! UGH!! sigh ... college is going to be incredible!! i can't wait for it. speaking of colleges, i am going to visit Berkeley this week with my parents and go check it out. but i doubt that it will encapture my heart because i am truly an Los Angeles girl even though i will move out of LA when i grow up. hopefully to a foreign country of some sort. but yea, i em super uber excited for what the future is holding for me ... prom, marine bio trip, prom, prom, graduation, summer, college, summer, AHHHHH!!!

but imma go and take a nap ... or maybe not but i need to sleep early. i shall finish the spanish 2 hw and sleep ...
sledoot

a condom lasts once, but a bruin lasts forever

so i had this dilemma of trying to decide between UCLA and UCB cause i didn't want to stay in LA and the life of living away from home was the whole point of a college experience other than getting a good education and transitioning from an dependent life to an independent life yanno? honestly my heart never belonged to UCB and i wanted an acceptance for bragging rights. but i realized that maybe i should give UCB chances and staying too close to home wouldn't be swell but i realized after my intense 1hr convo with an older friend from UCLA and it made me realize that my heart does belong to UCLA even if its too close to home. and i know i won't be associating myself with ktwn unless if its for food haha. im trippin and i know imma crave homefood and coming home whenever i need a refuge so i think i am going to stay in LA and attend UCLA hehe. but yea, my heart totally belongs with UCLA right now and i doubt that it will be changing anytime soon ... so
BRUINS IT ISSSS

sigh

times are fast.