its strange to think what if i was living in someone else's life. what would i be like, how does that other person live. i DO believe in God, i DO believe in Jesus Christ and i really want to live in the way Jesus lived. but it's just so hard and i know that im just giving myself excuses because i know that i can do it. sigh. I CAN DO IT. BUT ill give myself another excuse and dedicate myself to him later and not now. bad. bad erica.