i'm in a down mood right now cause i'm feeling for somebody and i care for her. i wanna be there for her, but she's just the type that doesn't anybody to help her and she's so caring for everyone else. in some ways she reminds me of me where she pretends to be happy when in reality she's sad and hurt. like there was this one time, where we were at church and she was having some troubles, and she just wouldn't cry until after a long time she just broke down. she's those type of girls where she would find a corner to cry in and come out from the corner looking all happy. being the type of person i am, i just wanna listen to their troubles and comfort them and help them. (but i can be a total bitch if i wanted to)
like right now, she sounds so sad and hurt. the one fucking loser just had to make her fucking paranoid of shit. i hate that fucking piece of shit. anyways i'll type later when i go home and after i study and stuff. i have a meet tmrw too against westchester at home. but i have to go study for the stupid SAT II subject tests.
imma fucking punch the AP loser in the face one day and make him deserve what he needs.
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