i was talking to Sandy just now, and i realized that i'm really thankful of my brother and the way my life turned out. like my brother rebeled while he was growing up, and during that time, my parents were super strict and they forced my brother to do a lot of things that he didn't like to do. and my brother had ADD and there was a lot of pressure on him and being a boy didn't help much either. i dont wanna blurb out my brother's whole shitty ass life from the past but i'll say that whatever he did made my parents more lenient to me and im so grateful, but i still wish i had parents like Natasha's that let her do whats best for her and let her do her own thing and only intervene when they get too out of control. and like this relates to what kind of kid i'm going to have. honestly, im so scared to how i will raise my kid. i will NOT tolerate my kid being spoiled and i will include some kind of discipline cause for sure that shit helped when i was growing up. and i dont want my kid doing cocaine and shit. like i'll let my kid do alcohol and MAYBE weed in highschool and highschool only since i am doing it and knowing the society now, he'll probably exposed to it at an earlier age but like man. it makes me wanna make my kid to grow up in the middle of nowhere, with no internet and no bad shit you know?
but anyways, im so fucking hyped for tomorrow hehehe. and i gotta go, and ill update later tomorrow with fun stories to come :)
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