spiritual walk

i am officially quitting smoking weed and drinking and talking shit about people. SO, if you're gonna talk shit about people, don't expect me to talk shit about them with you, cause judging people is SO wrong especially if i don't know them personally. God has shown me that people can get so close in his embrace. right now, i would die for Jesus Christ and he is my number one in my life right now and i would risk EVERYTHING to do anything for him, if that would mean losing my friends/life/blah blah. i just came back from a retreat and man, i was so very blessed the whole time i was there. not only did i receive his presence but he spoke to me and gave my visions and told me things. it's so fucking crazy. you can't imagine God's presence in this world. It's impossible. I can't describe it in words and i am on a forever spiritual high right now so i am probably not making sense so i shall write later. bye.