i want to get away from this place. i don't wanna be involved in Los Angeles anymore. i mean, i would love to get into UCLA's nursing school and all but its just .. Los Angeles ? really? i mean i could always come back in the summer for the beaches, its not like i go to the beach in the winter anyways. fuck. im hoping to go to NYU or hopefully maybe UPENN. and i totally didn't know that Georgetown had to take 3 subject tests. fml to the max. so thats one more off my college list. i really want to go somewhere else. somewhere else that has snow, more diversity, more mixing of cultures. i don't wanna be stuck here in the cliche groups. so i'm hoping to go to NYU and get some big fundings from their financial aids. cause NYU's shit is expensive 60,000$ a year? gotta be kidding me. but yea, recently i think i MIGHT'VE gotten interested but its just soooo harddd. i mean i guess it would be taking it too fast but gosh darn. GOSH DARN. i was almost intent on giving up but ill just calm down and keep a little hope flame in my heart. i really don't want to be alone this christmas or next. i want someone to cuddle with, have a little bit of PDA with, yanno. i don't wanna be the fifth-wheel no more!!! some kind of senior year this is. i'll write later.
sledoot
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