okay, now i'm in the mood to be writing in this. its weird how running can bring so much peace to me and i wanna write about it in my college essay but it's so cliche .. but anyways, i'll think of a serene lake and write my thoughts.
elaborating on my previous post, i have really been in a good mood. i love my off-rag days where i'm not bitchy, moody, or anything of the sort. and i've been just listening to some instrumentals that bring my mind to peace. and i gotta say, i disappointed myself again this past weekend. i really do wanna stop doing "hoppa" its bad for you. buuuuut some things happened that sprung up old feelings and its like fuck. it's been four years why'd you have to come up now. and now, i'm looking forward to the halloween party thats going to come up. and these old feelings bring imagination with them. i have no idea what i am going to do with myself. and i've been telling myself to sit down at the table and work on my homework before going on the computer. and i like it. studying for the SATs and studying for my homework. makes me feel accomplished, but the days come in where my ADD kicks in and i can't concentrate on that shit at all. that's why going to the library is so good cause it's so quiet and it has a good atmosphere. i wanted to go today, but we had to pick up my brother from dtwn. fail. but hopefully i'll be working on my college apps tomorrow at my aunt's house and i'll work on my homework heh. i also gotta bring my list of colleges to mr. furlong tomorrow. sheoot. anyways, i gotta shower and go to sleep. so,
TOODLES.
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